I was having a horrible day and it seemed like no one cared...
I went over to my Sister's for some help... She didn't do what I wanted and thought I needed and so I was very upset and concluded no one loved me and that I didn't care about anyone or anything...I was numb... I felt something inside me reminding me that it is my job to love Jesus and be there specifically for my family...I was mad at God and didn't care...I heard on the radio about someone losing their younger sibling and how upset they were...this still didn't completely fix it, and I kind of prayed for my Sister and that God would fix me... Next my Dad called and seemed not to care and I hung up on him... I thought of losing my family and it made me upset... My Mom called me and ended up helping me... I then called and apologized to my Sister and Dad... They are practically the only thing I care about and I was ready to give up on them... Jesus Is So Good!!! When I called my Sister to apologize she asked if I listened to a song she wrote, sung, and had sent me, I said I would try to listen to it... When I did I cried a bit... I was thinking what if I die and she sees I didn't listen to it...and when I heard it, it was amazing!!! She was singing about Jesus's Love for her and her love for Jesus... A few years ago she wasn't following Jesus that closely and now she is writing songs about Him!!!!!! That is one of my greatest blessings!!! I also thought that I am such an idiot! I was considering giving up on Someone as Precious as this! God gave me my little Sister and I am supposed to be part of His Love for her! I can honestly say, It is an honor to be in her life and to have God use me at all! I Love my Sister with all my heart!!!! LoveYou! JesusLovesYouAL!!!!
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