Keep it 200%

I feel 200 is better than 100!
Recently I have been a bit depressed.
I feel alone.
I am wondering if God is using me and when He is really going to start using me.
I really like the song above...
It has helped me a lot.
Jesus did the max for me so I can at least do my max for Him!!!
I was listening to Roger Basick on music thru the night on Moody Radio and I heard something really encouraging.
First, I want to say that Mr. Basick, has really really helped me by showing so much of Jesus...I really appreciate him.
What he said tonight, which is an actual true story, was that a man was in Israel and woke up very early in the morning to climb a mountain.  There were steps going up and sometimes it seemed torturous to continue.  There were people way ahead of him and in the night he could see their lights as they walked up in front in the dark.  At a certain point the man was wondering if he could finish and thinking about quiting the climb.  As he was thinking about this he heard laughter and clapping, like a party was going on... He realized it was the people whose lights he had seen ahead of him celebrating their victory at the top... Needless to say I am sure he finished.
The man said, the thinking of quitting and then hearing the celebration ahead made him think of Hebrews and THE GREAT CLOUD OF WITNESSES that have gone on before us...
We need to keep it 100 (or 200!) for Jesus while we are on earth.  Roger Basick also talked about being authentic no matter what people say we are supposed to be or do...if its the right thing...do it.
And about encouraging God's sheep, speaking the truth, and warning to keep our eyes on Jesus.
I am hoping to start blogging even more to talk about things on my heart...Please pray for me that I say what God would have me say.
FOR THOSE OF YOU WHO ARE STRUGGLING, I hope you listen to the song below get out some tears and then listen again to the song at the top!
Jesus Loves You!!! :)
And so do I!!!!

My God, He knows what He is doing!!!
Out of my pain I wrote this blog...
We may not always see the why but we can trust the One in control...Jesus!!!!!!!!

By the way does anyone know the song that says...
If it takes fifteen times to hear about Jesus for someone to believe, as I stand in line Ive got to make a difference, cause what if it comes down to me, I may be the first or the seventh, there may be years in between, BUT WHAT IF IM FIFTEEN!!!