The power ball broke a new record at about 1.5 billion dollars...
I have been wanted to serve Jesus by telling them the truth...that you have to be all in in a moment of time... plus I have been wanting to help my family out with money and security in these uncertain times... I wasn't sure, so I went for it and bought some tickets... I even prayed a lot that I would win and serve Him. Can I tell you something........ I am extremely Glad I did not win!!! Because Jesus showed me something...ALL I NEED IS JESUS!!! I not just saying some b.s. Christian lingo... I mean it! I was having a very rough day and feeling very alone, scared, and everything else, and I decided to do the unthinkable... I went outside in the dark... and prayed... I asked God for help and told Him I didn't even know what I needed, a friend, someway to serve Him, something... Then it hit me again, we often forget, we are at war with The Enemy of JESUS and US... This month marks my five year anniversary for being engaged to Jesus... I gave my life fully to Him five years ago almost to the day... Something hit me outside in the dark, amid a very strong wind and rain, outside, and being scared and confused, inside... I just need to stay the course... Just keep following Jesus... Jesus Love Me!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I also realized that after I gave my life to Jesus I wanted a new name... I like my name, but wanted something to mark my newness... So I think, Lord willing, when the day of my five year anniversary hits, I am going to insist on that new name... It gives me a sense of power... I am God's child... Jesus lives in me... I am done worrying about dying or people going to Hell or serving Jesus... Jesus is my Dad, Savior, and King...I just follow Him as the royalty that I am because Jesus saved me and gave me a ring of royalty...(I actually bought a ring a year after I was saved to signify my devoted to JESUS ALONE)(The Father gave the prodigal son a ring when he returned home! :) ) I also made up this poem It's hot then it's cold It's gay then it's shit Jesus Loves Me I'll put up with it!!! Love you! JesusLovesYou! :) Some people might get worked up about the use of the word gay or shit... I personally don't care... Because it was done from my heart to Jesus... Life sucks... Jesus is the only one who is enough... When I first got saved and when I was seeking God before I got saved...I really tried to do everything right and would have gotten offended at that. Now I see that God sees the heart behind what you do... If you're in a war, which we are, you don't say to your platoon mate, "hey, could you please kindly pass me a clip, I am afraid ive used all mine" you say, "CLIP, I NEED A FUCKING CLIP, NOW!" I am not sure about the whole cursing thing but in war, I don't think God is concerned with a heart felt cry to Him or others, when peoples lives are on the line... too many times Christians get caught up with the knat and swallow a camel... Love you guys! JesusLovesYou!!!! Have a GodlyGreatDay!!!
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